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I Envision Grabbing Lapels On Your Deathbed Screaming Into a Face Selfish Futile Bastard Suffering Still Pondering A Life Spent Pummeled By the Emptiness Behind Your Thoughts Casts a Dark Net Over My Potential A New Angle Promises to Entrap Me As Your Surrogate A Pacifier For Your Crash Safe Refuge From Dwindling Resources Your Proximity to Me In Public Is a Dangerous Dance Your Will Has Little Chance Of Winning Mine Will Follow the Knowledge Of Every Truth Your Review How Next To Purchase Me Will See Escalation Until Defeat You'll Be A Soft Man Who Whimpers For Me to Care His Disease Deserved Eating

Storms do something to me… There is a suspending of time and space Floating and extending beyond the body In the midst of all the chaos Calm and knowing pass through To feel the spiritual beyond normal capabilities During these times, I pray For things, I can't utter to you Childish dreams and fantastic hopes That could be jinxed in your knowing possession What of these things I have not The social savvy to manifest Correct role appropriation, looks and persona To push the buttons of breeders Who would unknowingly be persuaded To buy my wears In the blissful hoarding that is Their life's plight The perfect shape of a n

Don't Want To Talk Now On This Very Bleak February Eve So Bleak, Even the Conversation Between One and Oneself Has To Cease The Very Formation of Words In Any Fashion Pains with Steel Gray Saturated Negativity And Wincing to Concentrate Just To Breath Keeping Mindful the Wounded Heart Moving It Hurts Very Much to Exist Moment to Moment The Denial of Depression As it has Descended These Past Weeks Has Kept Last Attempts To Hold Up Three Fingers Sinking Under Each Time In Ever Lasting Unrequited Deep Sea Limbo And Finally Submerging Under That Last Time Sucked By the Feet Down Into Deep Hues Not Yet Fathomed